Black Rose Dying

2010-03-04T14:05:00.000-08:00

boring boring boring

i got no job

or maybe i am too lazy to find too

gonna check for any job at the newspapers this sat

at least work can earn money

then can buy things

haha

2010-03-02T12:41:00.000-08:00

school days are finally over

now i am super free nothing to do at home

waiting for NS :(

argh

gotta train up to prepare for ns

my hair noooooo my hair soon to be gone

hiaz no choice but to face it

and i am waiting for my result

hope that i can retain my result as 4

so next enter poly we be easier

2010-01-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

hi guys i am back LOL

school gonna end really soon

for now FYP stress ar

but it is worth work hard so next plan is to go poly

i hope after ite i can go poly i wanna study first then go poly

hope i can do it

if cant no choice but to go NS

and finally long long long last after five month of waiting

i pass my tp woohooo

finally i can drive woohooo

shiok man

haha

this sat will be my first time driving dad car to kranji to fish

cant wait for it

haha
hoho
hehe

2010-01-13T22:42:00.000-08:00

wow it been quite a while since i blog

just wanna say that school start last week

miss my class and study

but now got lots of project to think about

but it ok i just have to hold till march

and i am out of ITE

but for now must stress do my very best in ite

in order for my future POLY

ns is coming

but i feel i have enough of everything

maybe i am really for ns i guess

as for my guitar

have learn quite alot of songs so far which is good

worth buying the guitar hahaa

that all forks

see u soon

bb

2010-01-02T15:43:00.000-08:00

thursday mark and mk went to my house to stay over
so after dinner about 8 plus we decided to head to safra for some pool haha
we book the pool at 1045pm so we play till 1145pm
then we head to northpoint for mac haha cause we are quite hungry then
while we were walking i heard people start to countdown and i head fireworks sound
so it is 2010
a brand new year woooohooooo
and new day is born
hope this year is a good year for me in sch and my future NS
haha
and monday is the day that we have to go back to school to study
last three month i must study hard
in order to go poly after ns

wooh 2010

last day of 2009

2009-12-31T13:28:00.000-08:00

wow today is the last day of 2009

it been a year already

hope everything on 2010 will be a smooth swee swee for me haha

hope everything come true for me next year

eg result and so on

fuck up man

2009-12-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

today is Christmas man haha

but i got on one to go out with what a sigh!!

even for the count down too no one is interested in going they rather stay at home or lazy

fuck man

so fuck up

worst end of the year for me

where is all my friends?

why a sudden of not meeting up and go to countdown

has been a fucking boring holiday stay at home became lifeless

2009-12-18T23:43:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to Malaysia for a day trip to city square mall
leave home at around 9 plus reach Malaysia around 1030 cause of the traffic jam there
the shopping mall got lots of things to buy and is cheap
haha
maybe going back there to buy stuffs haha

2009-12-09T14:27:00.000-08:00

finally holiday wooohooo
but no work gonna rot at home haha
and i gonna get fit enough to pass my nafa
so i must go running which i hate but no choice haha
i am gonna spend lot of time going out before going ns
damn it is fast i hate it damn lot
no choice every guys gotta go though it no matter what
so for now onward keep super long hair haha
don wanna cut anymore

2009-12-02T10:18:00.000-08:00

wow finally i update

haha

has been good for the past few weeks

looking for holiday man can go out chill play guitar so on

and i am ending my school too :(

which mean NS is on the way

hiaz

i cant escape from them argh

sian

2009-11-10T23:24:00.000-08:00

after a long long long time
FINALLY i got myself a electric guitar
woohoooooooooooooooo
i have been waiting for this moment
damn happy man
will have a jamming soon with friends
super shiok

and last week celebrate king kong birthday which is a chalet
overnight for one day
we cant sleep on the first day
except for the pig MINKAI sleep till like pig
so we talk and talk till 3 plus in the morning
decide to go out for a morning breakfast eat roti prata
joshua drive us there so cool
came back around 4 am then go sleep
next day got bbq too
drink quite a lot of beer till wanna throw out
haha

that all fork

bb

peace out~

2009-11-02T22:15:00.000-08:00

some thing happen today my friend got a quarrel
they both are my good friends
they quarrel i feel sad for them
i try lot lots of way to talk things down
i hope i make it
i really wish they can last forever
i don want them to break up
breaking up is the worst thing in life
today i have experience lot of thing between them
this is all i wanna say
bye bye

2009-10-25T13:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to bugis there to see guitar as rap wanna buy a new
electric guitar. i wanted to buy too but i just cant hiaz sad sian
dream of buying one and then can perform with rap on stage but it seem
cant :( i got no hope
after looking at guitars we head out to eat then off we go to explanade roottop to chill
till 10 plus then go home le
i wish i can buy guitar i really do
i hope i can buy

2009-10-19T18:05:00.000-07:00

i have decided a thing in my mind now
that is there is no point of joining u guys again although u are my friends
i just cant blend in with u guys ya
try hard to but nope still cant so i don think i would join u all
the past few holiday that we go out
i just feel that i don have any common interest or topic to talk with u guy
i have to just keep quiet then
that why i decided that i will not join u all already

2009-10-11T13:53:00.000-07:00

friday went to cruise with parent reach harbor front at 4plus
5pm enter the ship
so cool man super duper big
9pm leave Singapore and cruise to nowhere for three days
eat alot at there Chinese and western
food not bad room also not bad
quite small haha
and i can play casino already
so addicted on it man
every time ask my parent to follow me to play jackpot
lost quite alot of money too :(
but is a experience ya
don think i will be going back to cruise again
so expensive haha

2009-10-08T11:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to sentosa with jas jen jiamin me danny ah boy jonathan yew nian kok wei
go to beach to play volleyball and some other game went to suntan and play water too haha
suntan till like 5 pm we play yew nian broadgame quite fun haha
later went to take some photo before sunset
they went to take a bath while i went for them outside
eat then go home le
wa pain now burn haha

2009-10-04T20:32:00.000-07:00

haiz sian mk already in army soon mark will be going in too
left me alone where is all my close bro ????
all in stupid NS FUCK
hate man
left only me jen jas
:(
don know whether this coming wed should be a fun or a sian day
and i only have left about 6 more month to graduate which is fast
soon will join my buddy to NS
but for now i feel so lonely without them
sad sad sad sad

2009-10-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

Got to know my result got 4.0
i was shock about as i have never got a 4.0 in my ite study
finally got it very happy hope can maintain

later 1.30 pm meet jasmine,Evelyn, lixin and evelyn friend for a dim sum buffet at chinatown

yew nian came too he waited at chinatown

so we start eating at 3pm everything also eat till full haha

then when to walk walk at city hall and orchard

then decide to go home as it is getting late

got to prepare things for tomorrow NS CHECK UP

FUCK

hate that but what to do no choice

hope i wont go in pes BP

or else i die :(

2009-09-27T22:23:00.000-07:00

today went fishing with uncle at bottle village khatib there

it is a lure fishing no bait fishing and is catch and release so ya

toral fish =8
i have only only
fight with the fish for at least 15 min if not wrong super cool man arm very tired
my bro got one too
the rest my might uncle got it all

haha

here are the pictures

2009-09-23T00:34:00.000-07:00

today went to orchard to celebrate my birthday
danny jiamin jasmine jennifer phui shin mark will there
went to watch G FORCE haha
not too bad quite fun and cute too
after when to bugis to play game and off we go to swensen
they sang birthday song to me feel so happy and shy haha LOL
just wanna say that i feel so glad that i have wonderful friends with me
wanna say that damn lot to them for today all
hope we can be friend forever man
love u guy
u guy ROCK YA

gonna sleep zzzzz haha

2009-09-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

today celebrate my early birthday with ITE friend

when to his house to slack for a while then to SSC to eat fish and co

then go star buck to slack till 11 pm suppose to ton but in the end too tired

so go home :(

half and hour more to my 19 birthday haha yea

2009-09-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

BORING!!!!! FUCKING BORING MAN!!!!

super sian at home BTW next Tuesday is my birthday wooohooo

gonna be 19 year old

how time have pass man

big boy now

Monday will celebrate with my close ite friend
Tuesday will be secondary friend
i am sure will be damn fucking FUN man

haha cant wait for it

this year got full of wishes

hope one of my wishes will come true

god bless me ya!!!

haha

2009-09-15T12:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to suntan with MK
till like 12 then went to eat mac
went to beach road to buy mk stuff
i have bought a chocolate for her so after buying thing from mk
we head off to sim lim square to find her after passing the chocolate
talk abit off we go bugis to play arcade haha
then reach home 6 super tired man
but nice day yesterday
peace out

2009-09-13T14:23:00.000-07:00

so boring at home sometime i think school really is good after all
but to much studying also very fuck up
must balance up man LOL

don know what am i gonna do for this one month holiday

exercise ? play?

i guess is both

2009-09-11T16:26:00.000-07:00

IT HOLIDAY woohooo

but i super boring nothing to do at home too haiz yaya

all my friend went to work at it fair haha

went to look for them yesterday

saw danny jiamin yewnian never got the chance to see the both J

today stay at home boring again

need to exercise too as ns check up is COMING

later scare go pes BP

then die

hope everyday never rain then can go jogging

that all forks

peace out

2009-09-06T19:56:00.000-07:00

wow it been quite a while i never update

alright gonna say that my exam is like on tuesday ya

scare but i did study hard man so hope can pass with flying color.

after exam will be holiday

everyday play and eat and exercise

gonna have a guitar practice with that MR rap soon

and follow up to our tear don fall acoustic cover

hope can finish soon then put on blog soon ya

nothing much

peace out

2009-08-22T22:31:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEW

i pass my btt wooohooo now waiting for holiday so can take ftt haha

BAD NEW
exam coming sian must study and remember lots of thing man haiz yaya

looking forward to holiday
can enjoy and relax haha

2009-08-10T22:21:00.000-07:00

hiaz what is going on with myself
i don know why i become like that already
i have no mood to study this module ya
it so fucked up man
where is the last time jonas in nitec where always double work hard when near exam or test
this time was not the same as before
everytime i wanna study but i keep dragging the study period
my exam is like 4 week left or maybe lesser
and worst i haven even start revision
i don know how i gonna pass this module man
hiaz what happen?????
WHY LIKE THAT
hope i can change myself before exam start
i really feel very disappointed of myself ever since starting of school
:(
i hate it a lot ya
can anybody help make things better? GOD?

2009-08-09T15:07:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with ite dudes went to play guitar at rap house then
W came about 630 off we go northpoint to eat.then decided to drink starbuck for a drink,
feel like playing pool so we went safra to play.we saw three gal whom is not bad looking we
keep like looking at them haa shiok man. then they also look at us then the laugh don know y la
haha but kinda fun LOL

that 11 plus go home and play game haha

peace out

2009-08-06T19:31:00.000-07:00

hiaz sian exam coming 8 September left one month left to study
my study now is average only need to buck up man
need to study hard
argh
i must not be lazy say is easy doing is hard
:)

today message jen asking somethings and true enough
the ans was right.
i have nothing to say now man really
i tried and i failed no choice
what to do life is always like that
i guess i have to let go
kinda sad but this is the only way left for me
move on DUDE

Focus on study dude
gal are just second thing in yr life
study is priority

2009-07-31T15:07:00.000-07:00

hiaz as usual sian at school got lot of things to remember man

fuck

every Tuesday practical test next week got class test 1 sian :(

must study hard over the weekend man

and fuck i today failed my basic theory test

fuck man must retake again

so troublesome but nvm i don give up

i must try my best to pass this bbt hahhaa

good luck for myself ya

haha

2009-07-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday was jen 19th birthday

went to eat fish and co and eat as well as give some surprise too ya

quite fun at fish and co

after eating went to Singapore flyer again but this time is at night woohoo

take lots of photos at there too

lucky mark just have to pay 10 buck again haha

super lucky hehe

after that danny wanna eat so we all follow him

after eating time to go home

mark decided to stay over at my house.

i told mark i felt very happy for jen to have a wonderful relationship with her bf

mark agree too

:)

wish jen had a last long relationship and may all your wish come true ya

I HATE U ALL
I FEEL LIKE QUITING BUT I CANT
I PROMISE I HAD TO STUDY HARD
BUT I GOT NO MOTIVATION
I GOT NO TRUSTED FRIENDS IN MY CLASS
WHO WILL HELP ME WHEN I HAVE TROUBLE IN STUDY
IT REALLY SUCK ALOT MAN EVERYDAY I SIT AND STUDY ALONE
AS MY FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS LATE.
WHO CAN HELP ME IN THIS CASE.
WHO???? GOD??
I WONDER
I JUST WANNA PASS MY HIGHER NITEC WITH FLYING COLOR
BUT I WONDER CAN I??
WITH THIS KIND OF FRIENDS
I DON KNOW MAN
HAIZ
SO MUCH PROBLEM IN MY HEAD
I CANT RESOLVE
WHAT CAN I DO NOW???
:(
WHEN CAN I HAVE A HAPPY DAY AS JUST LIKE BEFORE
HAIZ
I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED

she don want me
and i am stupid enough to wait
y am i so stupid to like a six year friend
why must like that?
it so suck man
i keep trying to give up but i cant
i like her alot
but i cant be with her
what can i do now??
i hate myself for what i have done or did.

2009-07-23T04:01:00.000-07:00

sian sch really sux man

haiz got no choice so must endure all of things.
fuck up to the core
fucking sch with a fucking class
and a fucking lousy teacher
i think i gonna fucking gonna fuck up my fucking exam

FUCK YOU

btw tomoro jen birthday already haha
happy 19th birhtday jen
peace out

2009-07-18T22:16:00.000-07:00

today went out with mk go to beach road to buy his army stuff

then we head out to bugis to buy some stuffs man

wa see lots of cool shirts pants wanna buy but no money :(

haha

nvm see oso shiok la haha

tat all

2009-07-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

it has really make my mood very down man every since the incident

happen on Saturday, it really suck alot

i don why la haiz

Now what should i do?

who can help me?

hiaz :(

2009-07-12T11:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with mk, jas,jen to vivo city

is kinda last min ya as mk wanna celebrate jen early birthday.

so we head out to vivo then.

when we reach there, we saw a kinda shop that make all kind of character balloon.

so mk ask for a piglet and winne pooh for both J haha.

mk pay for the piglet while i pay for the pooh then.

then we head out for dinner.

we keeping walking around finding food to eat but cant seem to find any

so finally we eat at breeks if i am not wrong hahaa

after eating, went to buy a mini mango cake for jen.

then take some photos too ya.

then went home le.

at the bus interchange something happen

which i don wanna mention.

hiaz super sian man

but nvm it ok. :(

then reached home at 11 plus

that all

forks

peace out

2009-07-10T20:34:00.000-07:00

finally last day of sch for this week only

have been a tough week so far

as test is every week and lack of friends too hiaz :(

but will overcome it soon ya hehe

so far my study still can manage as i have learn the basic of dreamwaever

lucky man haha

hmmm nothing much about my school ya

but got lots to tell about myself

this things had been in my heart for at least half of year already

since jan...

till now i cant get rid of it it it has always been in my heart

i feel so miserable sometime as i cant forget her

i try lots of ways like going for attachment or by liking other gals

but it turn up to be a failure.

hiaz i don understand why man

everytime i go school or heading back home

that bus travel period , in my mind was full of whys

why cant like this why cant like that,

sometime i feel so fucked up man

haiz

but no matter what i will wait for yr answer then,

i don mind waiting but i hope u will give me a chance to be together ya :)

for now i treat u as a very good close friend,

later part of this year or next year then i decide of what to do.

i hope my waiting is worth not wasted :(

peace out folk

that all for today ya

2009-07-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

another day has just gone by ,

it been a tiring school day man everyday wake up so early

feel like sleeping in class too in fact i did haha

one of the module is just so boring don know why got this kind of module man waste time man

hahhaha

got to know more about my friends ya

but they all not that good as my previous nitec friends

but what to do i gotta to stick with them for like a year left?

next week there will be a test

hope can pass man under wise die man

that all forks

peace out

i am still waiting~

2009-07-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

sian today another sch day again

so boring

so far no friends only a few only not so close too

feel like a lonely ya

:(

hiaz yaya and worst thing is every week there will be a test man

wat the fuck

stress

but in order to have good grade must be stress and hard working

u stress now u will gain later

so ya

this words had been always in my mind

will never be eraser

so ya

tat all forks

peace out

2009-07-07T18:36:00.000-07:00

haiz sian yesterday sch was okay only as i got no friends

only like three only not so close

feel so outsider but what to do must carry on no matter what man

today also not bad la

haiz suck man almost every week go test so sian

STRESS MAN

LOL

but no matter how hard i must study hard so can study poly in the future

that all forks

Peace out

~

2009-07-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

finally back home from chalet

those three days of chalet was damn good man

lots of fun and laughter at there

play some stupid lame game

draw my face with some lipstick

OMG man

but it cool LOL

i keep wondering y is chalet so fast ended

y cant it last so long

haiz nvm still got more haha

i hope so

took lots of photo which jasmine put on facebook

so embarrassed ya

haha

last of all jas video down some stupid movement from me and mark ahhaa

damn fun LOL

haven upload lei

then yew nian laa so slow ~

tat all about it

oh ya

school starting soon ya feel kinda scare as i am not i school for like 2 month due to working

so hope everything will be swee swee smooth smooth haha

alrite tat all forks

peace out

2009-06-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

today off

tomoro don know what to do at home haha

so boring

and next tue is my last day of attachment

wooohooo

cant wait

after attachment , i will have my chalet more wooohooooo

so cool baby

then following week will be back to study again

hope this time i can score well

in order to enter poly

so ya

gotta pray for luck and smoothness along the way

hehe

2009-06-21T05:25:00.000-07:00

finally off hahaa

btw last week make a song cover of my fav band bullet for my valentine

tear don fall

we modify it and record it it sound cool man

only done half way when finish

might have a mv too

once finish mv

i try to post blog so ya

woohoo

cant wait man

yesterday was the last day of my work in west mall

i miss all my west mall collages except with the name which i don wanna mention.

hope to see them soon again hehee

and last

my attachment is ending soon

left only a week 2day

wooohooo

then go back sch to study le hahaa

2009-06-13T14:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday mk went to ns le

Thursday i am the only one who can see mk before leaving ns.

when that time i say goodbye to him

i thought of my self too, i was thinking i will be going to ns too which is like next year.

time had past so fast , now we are 19 year old already big boys going to be a adult.

sometime i wish can stay on teen life, wild , playful, those kind of stuff.

but cant i have to face it

so now i and mark say since now we are still young we must take advantage of it

till the end ya

so next time u when u grow old , u wont regret that u have not enjoy teen life.

hiaz

after mk going ns , soon will be mark turn which is like October, although is still long

but time can pass really fast so ya

after that i will be alone :(

i don noe how am i going survive without my close dudes man

i am wondering~

2009-06-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

today went to pack those robin book at expo

LOL

then later meet jen jas they all

so boring lor meet them nothing to do at junction 8

but the best part is when i go jen house to play twister

play till leg cramp LOL

haha

mk going ns this friday

wtf

then next time how to go dinner at market or play arcade

SIAN :(

mark stay so far too

after this friday i will be alone le

hehee

2009-06-03T19:11:00.000-07:00

Finally got updated my blog liao

sigh my friend sold like 50 i pen man in a month

WTF

i only sold like 8 only :(

scare my grade will be bad

so hope this month can sell as many as possible

so ya

sian tomoro work at expo

but expo got damn lots of people man

so can persuade the customers to buy

HAHAHAAA

2009-05-27T23:14:00.000-07:00

wa finally i go updated

today went to singapore flyer with mk and mark

it was quite cool ya

almost can see most of singapore hahaa

very fun took lots of photo too

2009-05-16T23:19:00.000-07:00

yet another week had just gone by

had been a tired week so far

so far manage to sold one only :(

hope tomorrow can sell more haha

2009-05-11T17:07:00.000-07:00

woohoooo

today off wa shoik man LOL

tomoro work at junction 8 popular hiaz sian

timing more sian 10am to 10 pm everyday

sure tired de lor

haha

2009-05-09T15:31:00.000-07:00

wa finally can get to rest for today

damn shoik

it been a hard four day for me stand whole day no sitting

my back all ache man @$$#@

get to sell one I PEN ya

but still not enough lor

got to work harder then can sell more and more

hahhaahaha

2009-05-03T14:21:00.000-07:00

today nothing much to say!!!

waiting for tomorrow attachment

haiz yaya

2009-05-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

today went east coast park with jasmine, Jennifer, jiamin, mark and yew nian.

went to have a bicycle ride haha.

while was riding out of sudden i brake my bicycle as i saw a turtle on the road.

i almost run over it man

i got sharp eyes ya MUHAHAHAHAHA

then i just grab it show to the rest of my friends then let it go to a small pond.

see i so good ya

animal lover haha LOL

tat all for today

btw wa finally got a chance to meet her woohooo

still got talk too lucky man

i thought will like avoid each other but no

lucky lucky lucky

that all for today folks

Peace out

Dudes and Babes

2009-05-01T15:21:00.000-07:00

nothing today

BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAA

two more day to attachment :(

sian

2009-04-30T01:03:00.000-07:00

Rose has thorns,once touch it bleeds.

today is alicia mei birthday !!!!!

hope she like the present that i brought for her.

that all forks!!!!

Peace out

Dudes and babes

2009-04-29T19:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with MK and mark , we talk like till 1 plus in the morning haha

kinda cool ya!!!!!

today go out with mk to buy shirts pants.

next week Monday i will be on a attachment for two month if i am not wrong.

it might eat up my holiday too hiaz sad :(

heard that July got a chalet with all my friend including her

but i don think i can go cause of work hiaz

that mean i might not able to see her , talk to her or go out with her

i miss her alot !!!

i wanna tell her that i really still like her alot

but i don have the courage to say it

i think i stop here then

Peace out

Dudes and Babes

2009-04-28T14:03:00.000-07:00

it been 8 days that i have say given up on you :(

i feel so miserable

although i have say i haven given up

but my love for u will never change i really hope i can be with you forever and always

it since this will not happen for now :(

after i finish my ns

i will try again hope this time will be success

that all forks

Peace out dudes and babes

2009-04-27T19:15:00.000-07:00

Today went out with MK to go seletar there chill haha

take bicycle go there i stand on MK bicycle woohoo

he like cant tahan my bloody weight man LOL

come his house , he teach me to create blog

that all for now

Peace out

ROCK ON DUDES AND BABES

although i have give up on you

but no matter what i will always

like u.