hiaz as usual sian at school got lot of things to remember man

fuck

every Tuesday practical test next week got class test 1 sian :(

must study hard over the weekend man

and fuck i today failed my basic theory test

fuck man must retake again

so troublesome but nvm i don give up

i must try my best to pass this bbt hahhaa

good luck for myself ya

haha

yesterday was jen 19th birthday

went to eat fish and co and eat as well as give some surprise too ya

quite fun at fish and co

after eating went to Singapore flyer again but this time is at night woohoo

take lots of photos at there too

lucky mark just have to pay 10 buck again haha

super lucky hehe

after that danny wanna eat so we all follow him

after eating time to go home

mark decided to stay over at my house.

i told mark i felt very happy for jen to have a wonderful relationship with her bf

mark agree too

:)

wish jen had a last long relationship and may all your wish come true ya



I HATE U ALL
I FEEL LIKE QUITING BUT I CANT
I PROMISE I HAD TO STUDY HARD
BUT I GOT NO MOTIVATION
I GOT NO TRUSTED FRIENDS IN MY CLASS
WHO WILL HELP ME WHEN I HAVE TROUBLE IN STUDY
IT REALLY SUCK ALOT MAN EVERYDAY I SIT AND STUDY ALONE
AS MY FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS LATE.
WHO CAN HELP ME IN THIS CASE.
WHO???? GOD??
I WONDER
I JUST WANNA PASS MY HIGHER NITEC WITH FLYING COLOR
BUT I WONDER CAN I??
WITH THIS KIND OF FRIENDS
I DON KNOW MAN
HAIZ
SO MUCH PROBLEM IN MY HEAD
I CANT RESOLVE
WHAT CAN I DO NOW???
:(
WHEN CAN I HAVE A HAPPY DAY AS JUST LIKE BEFORE
HAIZ
I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED

she don want me
and i am stupid enough to wait
y am i so stupid to like a six year friend
why must like that?
it so suck man
i keep trying to give up but i cant
i like her alot
but i cant be with her
what can i do now??
i hate myself for what i have done or did.

sian sch really sux man

haiz got no choice so must endure all of things.
fuck up to the core
fucking sch with a fucking class
and a fucking lousy teacher
i think i gonna fucking gonna fuck up my fucking exam

FUCK YOU

btw tomoro jen birthday already haha
happy 19th birhtday jen
peace out

today went out with mk go to beach road to buy his army stuff

then we head out to bugis to buy some stuffs man

wa see lots of cool shirts pants wanna buy but no money :(

haha

nvm see oso shiok la haha

tat all

it has really make my mood very down man every since the incident

happen on Saturday, it really suck alot

i don why la haiz

Now what should i do?

who can help me?

hiaz :(

yesterday went out with mk, jas,jen to vivo city

is kinda last min ya as mk wanna celebrate jen early birthday.

so we head out to vivo then.

when we reach there, we saw a kinda shop that make all kind of character balloon.

so mk ask for a piglet and winne pooh for both J haha.

mk pay for the piglet while i pay for the pooh then.

then we head out for dinner.

we keeping walking around finding food to eat but cant seem to find any

so finally we eat at breeks if i am not wrong hahaa

after eating, went to buy a mini mango cake for jen.

then take some photos too ya.

then went home le.

at the bus interchange something happen

which i don wanna mention.

hiaz super sian man

but nvm it ok. :(

then reached home at 11 plus

that all

forks

peace out

finally last day of sch for this week only

have been a tough week so far

as test is every week and lack of friends too hiaz :(

but will overcome it soon ya hehe

so far my study still can manage as i have learn the basic of dreamwaever

lucky man haha

hmmm nothing much about my school ya

but got lots to tell about myself

this things had been in my heart for at least half of year already

since jan...

till now i cant get rid of it it it has always been in my heart

i feel so miserable sometime as i cant forget her

i try lots of ways like going for attachment or by liking other gals

but it turn up to be a failure.

hiaz i don understand why man

everytime i go school or heading back home

that bus travel period , in my mind was full of whys

why cant like this why cant like that,

sometime i feel so fucked up man

haiz

but no matter what i will wait for yr answer then,

i don mind waiting but i hope u will give me a chance to be together ya :)

for now i treat u as a very good close friend,

later part of this year or next year then i decide of what to do.

i hope my waiting is worth not wasted :(

peace out folk

that all for today ya

another day has just gone by ,

it been a tiring school day man everyday wake up so early

feel like sleeping in class too in fact i did haha

one of the module is just so boring don know why got this kind of module man waste time man

hahhaha

got to know more about my friends ya

but they all not that good as my previous nitec friends

but what to do i gotta to stick with them for like a year left?

next week there will be a test

hope can pass man under wise die man

that all forks

peace out


i am still waiting~

sian today another sch day again

so boring

so far no friends only a few only not so close too

feel like a lonely ya

:(

hiaz yaya and worst thing is every week there will be a test man

wat the fuck

stress

but in order to have good grade must be stress and hard working

u stress now u will gain later

so ya

this words had been always in my mind

will never be eraser

so ya

tat all forks

peace out

haiz sian yesterday sch was okay only as i got no friends

only like three only not so close

feel so outsider but what to do must carry on no matter what man

today also not bad la

haiz suck man almost every week go test so sian

STRESS MAN

LOL

but no matter how hard i must study hard so can study poly in the future

that all forks

Peace out

finally back home from chalet

those three days of chalet was damn good man

lots of fun and laughter at there

play some stupid lame game

draw my face with some lipstick

OMG man

but it cool LOL

i keep wondering y is chalet so fast ended

y cant it last so long

haiz nvm still got more haha

i hope so

took lots of photo which jasmine put on facebook

so embarrassed ya

haha

last of all jas video down some stupid movement from me and mark ahhaa

damn fun LOL

haven upload lei

then yew nian laa so slow ~

tat all about it

oh ya

school starting soon ya feel kinda scare as i am not i school for like 2 month due to working

so hope everything will be swee swee smooth smooth haha

alrite tat all forks

peace out