yesterday was jen 19th birthday

went to eat fish and co and eat as well as give some surprise too ya

quite fun at fish and co

after eating went to Singapore flyer again but this time is at night woohoo

take lots of photos at there too

lucky mark just have to pay 10 buck again haha

super lucky hehe

after that danny wanna eat so we all follow him

after eating time to go home

mark decided to stay over at my house.

i told mark i felt very happy for jen to have a wonderful relationship with her bf

mark agree too

:)

wish jen had a last long relationship and may all your wish come true ya



I HATE U ALL
I FEEL LIKE QUITING BUT I CANT
I PROMISE I HAD TO STUDY HARD
BUT I GOT NO MOTIVATION
I GOT NO TRUSTED FRIENDS IN MY CLASS
WHO WILL HELP ME WHEN I HAVE TROUBLE IN STUDY
IT REALLY SUCK ALOT MAN EVERYDAY I SIT AND STUDY ALONE
AS MY FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS LATE.
WHO CAN HELP ME IN THIS CASE.
WHO???? GOD??
I WONDER
I JUST WANNA PASS MY HIGHER NITEC WITH FLYING COLOR
BUT I WONDER CAN I??
WITH THIS KIND OF FRIENDS
I DON KNOW MAN
HAIZ
SO MUCH PROBLEM IN MY HEAD
I CANT RESOLVE
WHAT CAN I DO NOW???
:(
WHEN CAN I HAVE A HAPPY DAY AS JUST LIKE BEFORE
HAIZ
I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED

she don want me
and i am stupid enough to wait
y am i so stupid to like a six year friend
why must like that?
it so suck man
i keep trying to give up but i cant
i like her alot
but i cant be with her
what can i do now??
i hate myself for what i have done or did.