i have decided a thing in my mind now
that is there is no point of joining u guys again although u are my friends
i just cant blend in with u guys ya
try hard to but nope still cant so i don think i would join u all
the past few holiday that we go out
i just feel that i don have any common interest or topic to talk with u guy
i have to just keep quiet then
that why i decided that i will not join u all already